I have officially decided not to attend university this semester after some time of anxiety induced thinking! I wanted to go into childhood education but I am not sure I am fit for this degree. Instead, I think I’d rather be in something a little more technical and creative, maybe media or journalism.
I have to say that after about a month of long nights and stomach knots, I’m happy with my decision to stay out of college until I know what direction I want to head in. I was about two weeks away from signing my life to a loan that I doubt I’d be able to pay within 5 years and that was only for a single semester, yeesh! Now my next step in happiness is finding a job and one of my former coworkers is trying to assist me in getting a job where she is located, so fingers crossed I can jump on that ship!
I just want to stop stressing so much about life. My problem was that I was worrying about 1) my future job, 2) my living situation, 3) my degree and tuition plans. It’s honestly definitely too much for someone like me!
I just want this trip to Maine to be filled with happiness, please! Is that too much to ask?!