I’ve mentally been who knows where and the feeling of normalcy and stability are returning.
I apologize about the few days I’ve been away. Things have been a bit hectic because my schedule keeps doing almost-180s. I’m training for a different position at work and the schedule is 4:30am-12pm whereas my original schedule was 8:30am-2:30pm-ish. On paper/screen, it doesn’t seem like such a wicked change but when you’re so used to not having to go to bed until late at night, things become different/difficult.
Money issues have also been alleviated for a bit. I’d be in a deep pit of shame if I hadn’t been saving money for college- to which I did not attend.
Speaking of college, I was looking at my bookshelf earlier which is also where I shoved the binder, notebook, planner, calculator, and pencil case I had in my backpack when I decided to not attend. Some friends I was messaging were telling me about school and my boyfriend is struggling with a long list of vocabulary that keeps growing and a former coworker that is attending the college I was planning to go to keeps posting awesome/cute photos of herself on campus and I’m just working. Not going to college. Academic Life on pause. I don’t even know what I really want to do outside of writing. And we all know why not everyone follows their dreams- it’s too damn expensive for little payoff.
My roommate just startled me by drinking out of her gatorade bottle. It has one of those twist tops on it and the noise just freaked me out for no reason. How dare you, bottle.
My Aphrodite is coming back! Hooray!
What else was I gonna update on? I think this was it. Oh, our power bill is really high this month. Someone please send winter in so we can stop having to use the AC!
Okay, I think that’s it. Bye, love ya!