I’ve been sitting in NERDtorch’s giant gray bean bag with its’ matching gray weighted blanket for the past hour or so. I meant to update the journal this morning after Beau left for his morning class but I ended up watching YouTube videos and catching the girls up on Snapchat. That’s where the four of us (supposed to be 5) tend to catch up with each other. I was letting the “ladies” know that Beau was late to class this morning because we ended up having morning sex which was a goal, I’d had in mind but didn’t want to suggest it since I knew he’d end up late. But hey, it was his choice too. Not only that, but he gave me a hickey which was another goal I’d had that he was surprised I was happy about. I don’t think I have to elaborate too much but I’ve never been in that type of a relationship (at least one that long). I’m freaking lit with joy over here. I was so comfortable this go around. We had sex twice in less than 24 hours and Beau seemed relieved too.
I’ve finally decided to start posting my blog to some of my personal social medias. Like I said, I’m trying to get better at other people that I actually know reading my stuff. If I ever want to write a book or hope to be heard, I actually have to talk out loud.