I think I type 2019 more than I write it.

So, Nickie G still hasn’t gotten a job, yet and by the 27th, the bills will be here in 2 weeks. So, she needs to do either 3 things: find a job that pays bi-weekly by the 27th, find a job that pays weekly by the 3rd of February, or do some Door Dashing before the next bill. I swear she’s not taking anything seriously. She keeps sending in apartments to the group chat with Justin and I to look at but she doesn’t even have a job to start saving money. So, right now I’m over at Brendan and Sarah’s house and we’re passing some hypotheticals around for if/when I move in. Honestly, a lot of things would be easier for Brendan, Sarah, and I if I moved in. I could finally start saving more money to eventually go to college. And, speaking of college, Sarah is wanting to go back so if I move in, I can help babysit the Gray baby while she takes her classes.

I was thinking of new ways I could decorate my room, regardless of who I move in with, and I’d love one of those futon beds. My friend, Q, was telling me he wanted something like that and I started looking more into them. I remember Nickie G used to have one in her foyer when I was in middle school and visited her almost every day.

I have been thinking about my job and if I move in with Brendan and Sarah then it’ll be an almost hour drive every day. And, sure, I only have to help out with the electricity bill and some groceries, but when you add up the gas it’ll probably be another $100 on top of everything. That’s already ¼ of my paycheck. I’ll work there for a bit until I can get a better job. Imma try for a job where I have weekends so I can hang out with Bren and Sarah more often but it’s not 100% necessary. I’d also like a place where I can wear whatever I want so I don’t have to spend more money on uniform specific clothes. 

I’ve been thinking more about getting out there with my writing. My friend Nigel challenged me to write a short story about a couple who overcomes something and I didn’t know what to write about until about a day or two ago. So, if I write this, I could send it out to a writing competition and maybe try out more. I need to do more blogging.


Okay, so an hour ago I got a call from Auburn Psychological Services and they wanted to make sure I’m still interested which means they’re weeding out the list! I called them back but it was a little while later so they were closed. I plan to call them tomorrow. I’ll have to dig into my credit card for the assessment but once my next paycheck comes in, I’ll be more inclined to afford the sessions. I don’t even make $10,000 a year, so I’m sure I’ll get the lower end of the $30-$60 scale.

Published by iffybiffy

Hi! I started this blog to talk about exploring deeper into my mental health! I tend to understand things better as I write or type them down so there are time where things may not make sense to you but, fear not, it's just me understanding things. if you would like to get in contact with me, email me at iffybiffy100@gmail.com. See you online-

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