It’s time to think and thinking I am doing
Doing what I need to do to feel free
Free to choose who I want in my life
Life that is already so difficult
Difficult to deal with trauma
Trauma that I don’t know how to heal
Healing that is so hard to do
Do you like me sexually?
Sexually, I can’t handle anything
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That’s it. I can’t handle anything. Just hold me and fucking tell me things are going to be okay because I really can’t see them being anything else!
