40 minutes, 39, 39, 37…

I have to start getting ready for work in 40 minutes and I am spending that time watching Dr. Quinn: Medicine Woman.

Last night, I meant to stay up longer than midnight since I don’t have work until 3pm today. I meant to stay up and do some story planning but I guess I was so tired from my 3 hour drive that I drifted off to sleep. I even drank some Red Bull (granted it was only half the can). I really need to stay away from that stuff. I woke up with some stomach pain from drinking too fast since I was trying to finish the can. Them things are expensive.

Also, it’s raining again. Which means the wifi at work is probably going to be acting up again. If it comes down to it, I can just use my hotspot, but I really hope it doesn’t come to that. I just want an easy shift so I can sleep easy tonight. I have another doctor’s appointment tomorrow to discuss how the medicine is doing. I thought about all the things I will have to tell her about, like how my extremities seem to be moving almost constantly at work. I’m either tapping my fingers or bouncing on the heels of my feet. I’ve started scratching at my head whenever I get anxious so I think I’m starting to get a little bit of dandruff. I’m waiting for a bald spot to appear any day now. My energy keeps fluctuating but I’m going to blame that on my sleeping schedule and the things that I’m eating and drinking. This morning, I woke up and decided that I need to lay off the sugar. And then I rolled over, took a swig of my Red Bull, ate half a chocolate bar, and drank a small cup of coffee. I can’t listen to myself for sh*t.

Okay, I need to go shower. I smell sweaty for some reason. Even though I sleep under a thick comforter and the AC isn’t always running. I, also, blame that for the reasoning behind my sleeping schedule. I’m comfortable almost the moment I lay down. It’s hard not to fall asleep underneath something so soft.

See y’all online~

Published by iffybiffy

Hi! I started this blog to talk about exploring deeper into my mental health! I tend to understand things better as I write or type them down so there are time where things may not make sense to you but, fear not, it's just me understanding things. if you would like to get in contact with me, email me at iffybiffy100@gmail.com. See you online-

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