3/6/21 I have the zoomies, thanks Paxel

I know I haven’t been doing a lot of actual journal posts but that’s because I’ve done so little in my life. I pretty much work, sleep, and take a shower every 1-2 business days. I’m actually still glad I cut my hair short because it’s so much less to manage. My depression is really taking a hold on my energy levels. I’m not as active at work, either, and I just sleep most of the day away once I’m home. I understand I should be getting up and taking a nice walk outside to get those beautiful sun rays, but the idea of getting out of my bed sounds worse than it actually is. So, no. Also, I recently started on a new medication, the same kind my older brother takes, and the random zoomies I get are quite comical. This happened with my last medication I took so I’m not sure if that’s just my body being normal or if that is just an average side effect. Either way, I was in the kitchen/living room area of our house while my roommate was on the phone with the water company because our water bill was over $400 last month and is now $300+ this month and I felt that familiar shiver in my back. Then I had so much energy it was like I couldn’t contain myself. I threw the jacket of my hood up, moon walked around the couch, and zoomed back into my room. I felt like I really just wanted to yell for no reason and then about 15 minutes later I was back to normal. This usually happens about once a day. On my last medication, it progressed to about an hour or two a day and I would snap my fingers, tap my toes, and talk over my words. I probably should have mentioned that side effect to the doctor but I can never remember to bring it up.

And that’s how I’m doing so far. No real update. Just on new meds, fighting over a large water bill because the two of us are certain the leak meter is messed up (we already had someone come check for a leak), and I’m sleeping all day. Maybe I’ll have more to share next time. Until then, I hope everyone has a good day. I’m going to try and enjoy my day off to fullest of my abilities: AKA sleep and Animal Crossing!

Published by iffybiffy

Hi! I started this blog to talk about exploring deeper into my mental health! I tend to understand things better as I write or type them down so there are time where things may not make sense to you but, fear not, it's just me understanding things. if you would like to get in contact with me, email me at iffybiffy100@gmail.com. See you online-

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