Blogging at Work at 2AM

Yes, that’s right. I’m blogging at work. It’s currently 2:12 A.M. Why? I don’t know why. Cuz I can, I guess. Also, I haven’t been very active and I’m up so I may as well. I do have an update on my life so, really, this is sorta long overdue. For starters, I’ve since put my resignation in at work. Over 2 weeks ago. I didn’t do a usual 2 week notice thing because I didn’t feel comfortable lying any longer than necessary. I have 10 days left. I guess, really 9. I’m in the single digit days, now! Hoorah! I’ve made it working here a year, I can do 9 more days… I hope. These guests are really, really making me lose confidence in that statement. I can officially say “I hate it here.” Oh well, moving here was definitely not a waste, though. I’ve grown a ton. I’m on medication, I’ve been to therapy to the point where I feel I don’t need it anymore. I know myself a little better. And, I’ve grown. Here’s another life update: I have a new path to follow! A purpose that’s been getting me out of bed with a little more pep and it has even helped calm me down when I start to get pissy with a guest. I just think, “I’ll be leaving here in X days. Then, I’ll get another job, go back to college, and get a degree in foreign languages.”

I want to be a translator. Yes, yes, I know. “But Tiff, don’t you hate people?” Why, yes, yes I do. But not all people. Just the shitty ones that make everyone’s lives an earthly hell. Thing is, I also love people. I love talking to people and learning about other cultures and what to do and not do while you’re visiting a new country. Even though I am not a religious person, I actually enjoy learning religions as well. Honestly, everything about other cultures is fun to learn about! I have a college in mind that’s about half an hour away from where I’ll be moving. It isn’t the most ideal college but it’s a start. I can, at least, start learning a new language. And before you say “Oh, Tiffany, don’t waste your money on college. Just download an app or buy one of those programs.” No. I tried both. I can’t do it like that. I can’t just learn through an app and then have no one I can rely on to answer my stupid questions or practice talking/writing to. I need human interaction! Which is such a weird thing to say considering I’ve been avoiding others most of my life.

Anyway, I’m moving soon. Just after I get back from my flight from Maine. I’ll be leaving for Maine in August and staying with one of my best friends. It’ll be a much needed vacation and I’ll get to see one of my bffs! I’m stoked to say the least.

I just feel like I’m finally getting somewhere with my life! I’ve been wandering aimlessly, ending up in Albany, and then finding my way to a new path. I’ve always heard this is how it’s really done. You just experience new things in life and they will open the doors to the correct direction, but I just assumed I’d find the way some other style. Don’t ask me what style because I wouldn’t be able to answer that. Not without sounding stupid, anyway.

I have to start Audit soon. And then start my Fafsa in the hopes I can start college in the spring. We’ll see how that goes and if I even get help. Supposedly, my family makes too much which is weird since I’m the one paying my own bills and I don’t even make $25,000 a year.

Published by iffybiffy

Hi! I started this blog to talk about exploring deeper into my mental health! I tend to understand things better as I write or type them down so there are time where things may not make sense to you but, fear not, it's just me understanding things. if you would like to get in contact with me, email me at iffybiffy100@gmail.com. See you online-

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