The crazy ideas we get after a loved one has passed

When someone you love passes away, it is easy to find yourself thinking up ideas similar to this: If I rub every lamp I find, I’m sure a genie will eventually appear to grant me that one wish. If I learn to lucid dream, I’ll see them in my dreams and it’ll be like they’reContinue reading “The crazy ideas we get after a loved one has passed”

May 5th 2021

I know I haven’t posted in a while. And I’m actually at work right now so I shouldn’t be posting but I just think I needed to get these feelings off my chest. The past month has been hell on me mentally and physically. I practically live at work. I’ve come to dislike going toContinue reading “May 5th 2021”

Changes throughout my jobs

I was sitting in the laundromat with my twin thinking about how easy it was for me to reach out to my friends, write a blog post, and send out a few tweets. I even had the energy to read posts from bloggers that I follow. It’s just, I almost never do that these days.Continue reading “Changes throughout my jobs”

A weekend off~ Finally!

After months of working hard and being patient, my boss gave me a weekend off. Honestly, I was getting a little impatient. Normally, I don’t request weekends off because I don’t mind what days I have off. I’ll be doing most of the same things no matter what day. I don’t go out and partyContinue reading “A weekend off~ Finally!”

3/30/21

I don’t understand how people can just express themselves. Emotions are hard enough to understand, let alone tell others those feelings. My therapist is gonna get a load of all this on Friday. All our sessions have just been me talking about everything but my feelings and I get the feeling she’s getting tired ofContinue reading “3/30/21”

3/26/21- Change in my social skills

The other day I was thinking about how much I’ve changed since middle/high school. I have to say, I would have enjoyed school much more with my current personality! I could barely hold a conversation much less start one about 5 years ago. Now, it can be difficult to get me to shut up! IContinue reading “3/26/21- Change in my social skills”

03-17-21 Yearly renewal-Also, new logo

I just did my usual renewal of my WordPress plan and I’m still really hoping to upgrade to a more business-y platform so I can upload videos and get more help on personalizing my website. Anyway, I am just trying to relax today because it’s my only day off and I still have like 30Continue reading “03-17-21 Yearly renewal-Also, new logo”