Q a Day #48- Have you ever loved someone (romantically)

I don’t think I’ve so much loved as I have lusted (and I don’t completely mean sexually, just that I lusted for his attention). I did feel that freeing feeling and I thought about this person constantly. I’ve also lusted after a woman after only speaking to her for 15 minutes at a bookstore. IContinue reading “Q a Day #48- Have you ever loved someone (romantically)”

Review of Life is Strange (Spoilers)

I have to say, I absolutely love this game! I played it at my older brother’s house a few years back after he’d begged me to play it for some time. He’d went off to work and by the time he’d come back, I had finished the game and was itching to talk about myContinue reading “Review of Life is Strange (Spoilers)”

3/6/21 I have the zoomies, thanks Paxel

I know I haven’t been doing a lot of actual journal posts but that’s because I’ve done so little in my life. I pretty much work, sleep, and take a shower every 1-2 business days. I’m actually still glad I cut my hair short because it’s so much less to manage. My depression is reallyContinue reading “3/6/21 I have the zoomies, thanks Paxel”

I was Denied for Life Insurance because of My Mental Health

At the end of last year I applied for life insurance because of Covid-19 scaring the crap out of me and they told me they were gonna get in contact with my doctor. I was already told I might get denied because I smoke every once in a while and I was okay with that.Continue reading “I was Denied for Life Insurance because of My Mental Health”

Smoking and non smoking

I get it, some people enjoy smoking. I like to light the butt too but I certainly understand when I shouldn’t or can’t do it. I work in a 100% smoke free hotel. That means if you step foot in the building with a lit anything, I can charge you $250. And guests know this.Continue reading “Smoking and non smoking”

How do people just let go?

Some of you may know that I’ve been doing therapy for a little while since I moved. I’ve got some trauma in my life that I’ve struggled to let go and let’s be honest, I have no idea how to actually do that. I keep thinking I have to physically let go or something toContinue reading “How do people just let go?”