Today was nice. Like, really nice. I had an easy 6 hour breakfast shift at work that I didn’t end feeling like I was drowning in my own head. When I plopped back into bed around 12pm to practice some eye shadow ideas, I noticed I couldn’t find my brush so I looked underneath myContinue reading “A Nice Day”
Category Archives: Journal
Smoking and non smoking
I get it, some people enjoy smoking. I like to light the butt too but I certainly understand when I shouldn’t or can’t do it. I work in a 100% smoke free hotel. That means if you step foot in the building with a lit anything, I can charge you $250. And guests know this.Continue reading “Smoking and non smoking”
How do people just let go?
Some of you may know that I’ve been doing therapy for a little while since I moved. I’ve got some trauma in my life that I’ve struggled to let go and let’s be honest, I have no idea how to actually do that. I keep thinking I have to physically let go or something toContinue reading “How do people just let go?”
New look!
Work wor….. zzzzzz
I was asked by a new friend whether or not I enjoyed overtime. Answer: in healthy does. Right now, I’m tired and the rain is just making it worse. Work has been good so far. I’ve only got to survive two more hours and then I can sleep until tomorrow. Normally Sunday’s are hectic becauseContinue reading “Work wor….. zzzzzz”
Detachment
For as many years as I can remember, I’ve been detached and vaguely empathetic. I didn’t want to get close to others and have to open up about my issues. For a long time I thought I could actually live like that. I could, somehow, find a good person to date and we could beContinue reading “Detachment”
Tired
I am so tired, dude. No, I’m exhausted. I’m caught between asking for a second day off or working until I become sick and forcing even more days off. I feel like such a baby not being able to deal with working 6 days a week 3 weeks in a row when nurses work soContinue reading “Tired”
Working 6 days is rough
I’ve been on a roll working as much as I’m asked. Blame covid. It told us “this isn’t my final form” and now we’ve got a few coworkers out quarantining. Hopefully they don’t have it, fingers crossed. I’ve been sleeping as much as I can which is why I’ve been so absent. Every time myContinue reading “Working 6 days is rough”
2021- January
13 days into the new year. Already, I could write a short story about the drama in my life. This is ridiculous. I need to find some way to take hold of the reins and guide her through this. If we don’t try who knows if we’ll ever have another chance like this again!
