As I said in a previous post, I was going to get psychologically assessed to help to determine what the hell I’m dealing with. I won’t go far into detail because there are some things better left between the doc and I. Anyway, I went and saw her yesterday and it was the most pleasantContinue reading “7-2-20 Part 1 of Assessment”
Category Archives: Journal
6-28-20
I’ve been around people enough this past week that I just need to be by myself. I’m excited to get back to my car so I can just drive around and blare some music to get my social meter fixed. Last night I walked about a mile by myself in the middle of the nightContinue reading “6-28-20”
How do I do this
I’m so uncomfortable I’m so unhappy I worry so much All I wanna do is drink But I need to be responsible I get why dad drank, now
Tipsy
Am I addicted to the tipsy feeling? Yes, yes I am. Should I stop? Eh, later. I need another glass now.
6-23-20
Here are some things that I’ve been thinking about for the past month or two: Open relationships, why won’t my hair magically grow 6 inches, my mental health, how thick Henry Cavill is, am I Asexual, my mom and I are fighting again, and Avatar: The Last Airbender. It has been a rough few monthsContinue reading “6-23-20”
5-2-20 ~I saw a bird in Wal-mart
Sorry it has been SO long! I’m gonna be honest, I bought a Nintendo Switch Lite on Tuesday and I haven’t been able to put it down since. Literally, the moment I get home from work, I change and I play on the dang thing. I’ll play it until 10-11pm and then I’ll get readyContinue reading “5-2-20 ~I saw a bird in Wal-mart”
4-20-20
Sorry its been so long. About a week, I think. I’ve been really busy these last three days with work. I’ve had to deal with my anxiety of working Front Desk, as well, but I know I’ve gotten better in some parts. I’m faster checking people in/out and faster with taking reservations over the phone.Continue reading “4-20-20”
100 Followers!
Holy cow this is a wonderful surprise!! Thanks everyone! I am really happy to be getting to this point. I hope we can all continue to grow!
Down 4-14-20
Nothings worse to me than starting the day feeling up but not even going 2 hours in and going down. I walked like my counselor suggested and on the walk I told myself I needed to focus on me and not daydream. So I compromised and daydreamed that I was hanging out with Henry CavillContinue reading “Down 4-14-20”
4-13-20
I’m writing at 1:48am and I’m sorry if this has a lot of errors in spelling. I’m avoiding turning on too many lights in the house so I won’t wake up Sarah or Grayson. So, I’m caught between two directions right now. And I mean right this second. Basically, the two directions are negative andContinue reading “4-13-20”
