I guess it’s about that time. I’ve been happy enough for so long. I expected it to end, at least briefly. All I need in order to fix this is to cry and I’ll be back to happy. I just have to figure out what I’ll watch to accomplish this. I’m sure some anime orContinue reading “A good cry”
I just arrived home from driving 3 hours alone in the middle of the night. I was visiting family and ended up leaving really late. I forgot how great driving at night, by myself, felt. My imagination runs wild and I can come up with a lot of subpar story ideas and then I endContinue reading “The effect of a solo night drive”
Wonderful news to wake up to this morning. I know a lot of Republicans will be sad but the ones that I know seem to be taking the news without a fight. I find that respectable compared to how the man they voted for is acting.
Sometimes I feel like I don’t have them. Or like I don’t care enough. People will be telling me things and all I can think is “I don’t care.” There have been times in my life where I have said that or I’ve just reminded people that I don’t really understand what they’re saying andContinue reading “Emotions?”
Has anyone else been watching YouTubers playing Phasmophobia? Or maybe played the game? I’m loving watching others play the game so much that I almost want to get the game and play.
Last night I had a couple of dreams that left me with a whirlwind of emotions. In my first one, I was hanging around the wrong man and he’d get on my nerves. We were dating but I had my eyes on an old coworker I used to work at a pub with. The guyContinue reading “My Spectrum of Dreams-Mature Content”
The confidence in myself that I have been feeling this past month mirrors the confidence I develop after 3 shots of vodka. All that minus the vomiting and lack of limb control. I’m mentally stable and it’s so crazy to think I didn’t have this power before. What was stopping me from walking into aContinue reading “10/17/20 The Support We All Need”
Warning: This Contains Sexual Content. Double Warning: I’m watching Lady Bird so if I seem like I’m leaning off topic, I’m just distracted. Roughly, one month into moving to Georgia I started feeling lonely. Which surprises me because I’m a loner. Always, forever. Regardless, I was desperate for attention and I did what anybody elseContinue reading “10/16/20 I broke a boundary- No regrets”
I’m going to jump right into this topic because I’ve just finished off 20 fl oz. of Redbull and it’s almost 1am which means it’s the emotion hour. Scratch that. It is 1am. Recently, and when I say that I mean within the past 6 months, I’ve spoken with my friends Nigel and Nickie GContinue reading “Open Relationships 10/08/20”