I’m so uncomfortable I’m so unhappy I worry so much All I wanna do is drink But I need to be responsible I get why dad drank, now
Am I addicted to the tipsy feeling? Yes, yes I am. Should I stop? Eh, later. I need another glass now.
Here are some things that I’ve been thinking about for the past month or two: Open relationships, why won’t my hair magically grow 6 inches, my mental health, how thick Henry Cavill is, am I Asexual, my mom and I are fighting again, and Avatar: The Last Airbender. It has been a rough few monthsContinue reading “6-23-20”
Sorry it has been SO long! I’m gonna be honest, I bought a Nintendo Switch Lite on Tuesday and I haven’t been able to put it down since. Literally, the moment I get home from work, I change and I play on the dang thing. I’ll play it until 10-11pm and then I’ll get readyContinue reading “5-2-20 ~I saw a bird in Wal-mart”
Sorry its been so long. About a week, I think. I’ve been really busy these last three days with work. I’ve had to deal with my anxiety of working Front Desk, as well, but I know I’ve gotten better in some parts. I’m faster checking people in/out and faster with taking reservations over the phone.Continue reading “4-20-20”
Holy cow this is a wonderful surprise!! Thanks everyone! I am really happy to be getting to this point. I hope we can all continue to grow!
Nothings worse to me than starting the day feeling up but not even going 2 hours in and going down. I walked like my counselor suggested and on the walk I told myself I needed to focus on me and not daydream. So I compromised and daydreamed that I was hanging out with Henry CavillContinue reading “Down 4-14-20”
I’m writing at 1:48am and I’m sorry if this has a lot of errors in spelling. I’m avoiding turning on too many lights in the house so I won’t wake up Sarah or Grayson. So, I’m caught between two directions right now. And I mean right this second. Basically, the two directions are negative andContinue reading “4-13-20”
attention everyone im an attention seekeri want your attention pleasei wrote something funnyi wrote something wittyi wrote something deepso give me your attention and tell me im right attention everyone im an attention seekerbut only on my termsi made a stupid jokei had a cringey momenti acted from my self doubtso dont give me yourContinue reading “Attention Seeker~P•O•E•M”
I woke up yesterday morning to my Partial Unemployment Claim money from the Department of Labor coming in. I was fairly surprised because I was warned by HR that it would possibly take close to a month to come to me. I guess partially because my bossman put things in motion fairly quickly and HRContinue reading “4-10-20”