Good Morning, Anxiety Attack

I woke with a 99.0 temp and my anxiety’s trademark chest pains at around 5:30 am. Before this past week, I hadn’t had these chest pains since I was in the 6th grade and had missed several test due to being ill and ended up missing another day due to the strength of the pains.Continue reading “Good Morning, Anxiety Attack”

Feeling much better and am packing for Maine!

I ended up with a 103 fever last night that drifted down to 101 this morning. It took some time, medicine, and a LOT of short naps but I’m back to my normal self! (Minus slight congestion) I spent some of my morning and night packing and I’ve decided I won’t take too much withContinue reading “Feeling much better and am packing for Maine!”

I went through my last week and I STILL got sick!

Working in a daycare is all work and pay until something starts making its’ way around the center and you end up sick! A couple weeks ago, I came down with a 104 fever and was out for a few days. I hoped that’d be the last of it but those germs just love me-Continue reading “I went through my last week and I STILL got sick!”

Kinda romanticizing a Youtube channel, right now…

I’ve been binge watching the fudge out of Joana Ceddia and I have definitely had some thoughts on making my own channel. Only thing is, I don’t actually have much to say or do and I’m not original. It’s like what Dodie once said- and I’m paraphrasing here- Everyone is their favorite parts of otherContinue reading “Kinda romanticizing a Youtube channel, right now…”

Can I ask you guys/gals about something?-Warning: Mature Content

It’s just, recently, during my 30 minute car ride between going to Dollar General and going out of my way to waste gas and spend an extra $6+ on McDonald’s I had a deep conversation with myself. Yes, I did in fact talk, out loud, about a consistent problem I’ve been dealing with for beaucoupContinue reading “Can I ask you guys/gals about something?-Warning: Mature Content”

Life Update!

I have officially decided not to attend university this semester after some time of anxiety induced thinking! I wanted to go into childhood education but I am not sure I am fit for this degree. Instead, I think I’d rather be in something a little more technical and creative, maybe media or journalism. I haveContinue reading “Life Update!”

Apartment hunting takes so much out of you!

I don’t even mean just $$$! I’m exhausted and I haven’t even left my computer screen! My wallet feels empty and I haven’t even spent anything! I’m already feeling that anxious pressure of “Will I be able to make rent” and I haven’t even moved in and started another job! I’ve already put my twoContinue reading “Apartment hunting takes so much out of you!”