Yes, that’s right. I’m blogging at work. It’s currently 2:12 A.M. Why? I don’t know why. Cuz I can, I guess. Also, I haven’t been very active and I’m up so I may as well. I do have an update on my life so, really, this is sorta long overdue. For starters, I’ve since put my resignation in at work. Over 2 weeks ago. I didn’t do a usual 2 week notice thing because I didn’t feel comfortable lying any longer than necessary. I have 10 days left. I guess, really 9. I’m in the single digit days, now! Hoorah! I’ve made it working here a year, I can do 9 more days… I hope. These guests are really, really making me lose confidence in that statement. I can officially say “I hate it here.” Oh well, moving here was definitely not a waste, though. I’ve grown a ton. I’m on medication, I’ve been to therapy to the point where I feel I don’t need it anymore. I know myself a little better. And, I’ve grown. Here’s another life update: I have a new path to follow! A purpose that’s been getting me out of bed with a little more pep and it has even helped calm me down when I start to get pissy with a guest. I just think, “I’ll be leaving here in X days. Then, I’ll get another job, go back to college, and get a degree in foreign languages.”
I want to be a translator. Yes, yes, I know. “But Tiff, don’t you hate people?” Why, yes, yes I do. But not all people. Just the shitty ones that make everyone’s lives an earthly hell. Thing is, I also love people. I love talking to people and learning about other cultures and what to do and not do while you’re visiting a new country. Even though I am not a religious person, I actually enjoy learning religions as well. Honestly, everything about other cultures is fun to learn about! I have a college in mind that’s about half an hour away from where I’ll be moving. It isn’t the most ideal college but it’s a start. I can, at least, start learning a new language. And before you say “Oh, Tiffany, don’t waste your money on college. Just download an app or buy one of those programs.” No. I tried both. I can’t do it like that. I can’t just learn through an app and then have no one I can rely on to answer my stupid questions or practice talking/writing to. I need human interaction! Which is such a weird thing to say considering I’ve been avoiding others most of my life.
Anyway, I’m moving soon. Just after I get back from my flight from Maine. I’ll be leaving for Maine in August and staying with one of my best friends. It’ll be a much needed vacation and I’ll get to see one of my bffs! I’m stoked to say the least.
I just feel like I’m finally getting somewhere with my life! I’ve been wandering aimlessly, ending up in Albany, and then finding my way to a new path. I’ve always heard this is how it’s really done. You just experience new things in life and they will open the doors to the correct direction, but I just assumed I’d find the way some other style. Don’t ask me what style because I wouldn’t be able to answer that. Not without sounding stupid, anyway.
I have to start Audit soon. And then start my Fafsa in the hopes I can start college in the spring. We’ll see how that goes and if I even get help. Supposedly, my family makes too much which is weird since I’m the one paying my own bills and I don’t even make $25,000 a year.