8/23/21 Confidence

Okay so, get this: – actually no, picture this: It’s 2016, I’m a freshman in junior college, I work at a shitty McDonalds that I get so close to rage quitting every day. At the time, it’s August and I’ve only been working at McD’s for a few weeks but I’ve pretty much got thingsContinue reading “8/23/21 Confidence”

Blogging at Work at 2AM

Yes, that’s right. I’m blogging at work. It’s currently 2:12 A.M. Why? I don’t know why. Cuz I can, I guess. Also, I haven’t been very active and I’m up so I may as well. I do have an update on my life so, really, this is sorta long overdue. For starters, I’ve since putContinue reading “Blogging at Work at 2AM”

I’ve questioned myself for too long!

Just 5 minutes ago I was folding my laundry and talking to my roommate about a mutual friend of ours. I won’t bore anyone with the details but the conversation led to me reviewing a question and coming to a determined answer about my sexuality. I could go back into my posts on my blogContinue reading “I’ve questioned myself for too long!”

May 5th 2021

I know I haven’t posted in a while. And I’m actually at work right now so I shouldn’t be posting but I just think I needed to get these feelings off my chest. The past month has been hell on me mentally and physically. I practically live at work. I’ve come to dislike going toContinue reading “May 5th 2021”

A weekend off~ Finally!

After months of working hard and being patient, my boss gave me a weekend off. Honestly, I was getting a little impatient. Normally, I don’t request weekends off because I don’t mind what days I have off. I’ll be doing most of the same things no matter what day. I don’t go out and partyContinue reading “A weekend off~ Finally!”

3/30/21

I don’t understand how people can just express themselves. Emotions are hard enough to understand, let alone tell others those feelings. My therapist is gonna get a load of all this on Friday. All our sessions have just been me talking about everything but my feelings and I get the feeling she’s getting tired ofContinue reading “3/30/21”

3/6/21 I have the zoomies, thanks Paxel

I know I haven’t been doing a lot of actual journal posts but that’s because I’ve done so little in my life. I pretty much work, sleep, and take a shower every 1-2 business days. I’m actually still glad I cut my hair short because it’s so much less to manage. My depression is reallyContinue reading “3/6/21 I have the zoomies, thanks Paxel”