Changes throughout my jobs

I was sitting in the laundromat with my twin thinking about how easy it was for me to reach out to my friends, write a blog post, and send out a few tweets. I even had the energy to read posts from bloggers that I follow. It’s just, I almost never do that these days.Continue reading “Changes throughout my jobs”

3/30/21

I don’t understand how people can just express themselves. Emotions are hard enough to understand, let alone tell others those feelings. My therapist is gonna get a load of all this on Friday. All our sessions have just been me talking about everything but my feelings and I get the feeling she’s getting tired ofContinue reading “3/30/21”

I was Denied for Life Insurance because of My Mental Health

At the end of last year I applied for life insurance because of Covid-19 scaring the crap out of me and they told me they were gonna get in contact with my doctor. I was already told I might get denied because I smoke every once in a while and I was okay with that.Continue reading “I was Denied for Life Insurance because of My Mental Health”

Nothing out of Nowhere

I used to get really down in the dumps at the most random of times. I’d be telling myself, “I’m gorgeous” one minute and then drinking cheap wine as I scroll through social media and see people who are doing better than me. Sometimes, I can tell when the “down” is about to hit, otherContinue reading “Nothing out of Nowhere”

Am I the copycat?

I’m going to start this post off with a story from my infant hood. Basically, my twin brother and I would get into a lot of trouble by sneaking out of our room and knocking over the trash can to reap the treasures inside. Oftentimes I would hear our parents coming and split, leaving myContinue reading “Am I the copycat?”

9-29-20 Good Spirits

I had my first therapy session since I moved. It felt wonderful to express my feelings to a human being rather than blurt things out in my car. I was, mostly, repeating myself from my last therapy session from Alabama, but I need to be doing that. It feels too new to be talking aboutContinue reading “9-29-20 Good Spirits”

40 minutes, 39, 39, 37…

I have to start getting ready for work in 40 minutes and I am spending that time watching Dr. Quinn: Medicine Woman. Last night, I meant to stay up longer than midnight since I don’t have work until 3pm today. I meant to stay up and do some story planning but I guess I wasContinue reading “40 minutes, 39, 39, 37…”

8-21-20- Finally, a day off!

I’ve been so busy! I worked 8 days in a row and my body is so happy to have been able to sleep in this morning. I’ve also been keeping up with taking my medication and almost all the side effects have worn off. I still feel, relatively the same. I get anxious and endContinue reading “8-21-20- Finally, a day off!”