Anxiety about time

I’m not sure when this started, maybe when I was in elementary or middle school, but I seem to recall being petrified of being late. Or missing the bus. As I’ve grown, the thought of being late to things, work especially, has taken ahold of my alarm system in my head and on my phone.Continue reading “Anxiety about time”

7-2-20 Part 1 of Assessment

As I said in a previous post, I was going to get psychologically assessed to help to determine what the hell I’m dealing with. I won’t go far into detail because there are some things better left between the doc and I. Anyway, I went and saw her yesterday and it was the most pleasantContinue reading “7-2-20 Part 1 of Assessment”

My first ABC poem!

An anxious situationBack to biting my lips againCan’t stand the habit and, yet,Don’t know when I started itEventually, my lip starts to bleedFamily is still unhappyGotta fix the problem, now!He is busy and I need to hurryI have finally fixed the situation!Just thankful he’s happyKept me on my toes and, yet,Lip has finally stopped bleeding—

Old Anxiety vs New Anxiety

While watching an anime called No Matter How I Look At It, I couldn’t help but laugh at the main character. Her name is Tomoko and she has terrible social anxiety and wants to be able to talk to people but she also has such a horrible perspective on her classmates. She rarely realises howContinue reading “Old Anxiety vs New Anxiety”

Are we all just making it until we get to whatever we’re looking forward to?

Sometimes when I’m really stressed or upset, I like to think about something to look forward to. When I worked at McDonalds back in 2016, I used to imagine my drive back home and I’d get all excited and it helped get me through the day. I’ve done this so much that I gotta wonderContinue reading “Are we all just making it until we get to whatever we’re looking forward to?”