Nothing out of Nowhere

I used to get really down in the dumps at the most random of times. I’d be telling myself, “I’m gorgeous” one minute and then drinking cheap wine as I scroll through social media and see people who are doing better than me. Sometimes, I can tell when the “down” is about to hit, otherContinue reading “Nothing out of Nowhere”

Am I the copycat?

I’m going to start this post off with a story from my infant hood. Basically, my twin brother and I would get into a lot of trouble by sneaking out of our room and knocking over the trash can to reap the treasures inside. Oftentimes I would hear our parents coming and split, leaving myContinue reading “Am I the copycat?”

9-29-20 Good Spirits

I had my first therapy session since I moved. It felt wonderful to express my feelings to a human being rather than blurt things out in my car. I was, mostly, repeating myself from my last therapy session from Alabama, but I need to be doing that. It feels too new to be talking aboutContinue reading “9-29-20 Good Spirits”

40 minutes, 39, 39, 37…

I have to start getting ready for work in 40 minutes and I am spending that time watching Dr. Quinn: Medicine Woman. Last night, I meant to stay up longer than midnight since I don’t have work until 3pm today. I meant to stay up and do some story planning but I guess I wasContinue reading “40 minutes, 39, 39, 37…”

8-21-20- Finally, a day off!

I’ve been so busy! I worked 8 days in a row and my body is so happy to have been able to sleep in this morning. I’ve also been keeping up with taking my medication and almost all the side effects have worn off. I still feel, relatively the same. I get anxious and endContinue reading “8-21-20- Finally, a day off!”

8-16-20 We have furniture

I have 30 minutes to write this update. My roommate and I were gifted 2 couches from a family member of hers and they are lovely and plush. I just hope my cat doesn’t tear them apart. I started on some medication on Wednesday. It’s Cymbalta and I’m only being attacked by side effects rightContinue reading “8-16-20 We have furniture”

8-7-20 We have Internet!

We have Internet and I need a haircut! But I’m struggling to figure out how short I need to go to start getting my layers to a single layer. Right now I’m currently trying to watch CSI on Hulu for the first time in many moons. I used up all of my Hotspot during myContinue reading “8-7-20 We have Internet!”