Something I wrote on 8/15/19

Dodie has me thinking, today. I’ve had to catch myself in conversation with Monroe because I’m not paying her 100% of my attention. Bad me! Let me explain. In Dodie’s book “Secrets for the Mad…”, she describes how little she feels during her outings with her friends and how it affected how she absorbed theContinue reading “Something I wrote on 8/15/19”

I’m so early!

I’m literally so early to my flight that the flight before mine is about to leave. I panicked thinking my flight was on another concourse but then realized: 1) my flight doesn’t board for another hour 2) the flight posted on the board is expected to leave soon. I’m dumb Although I’ll give myself someContinue reading “I’m so early!”

Life Update!

I have officially decided not to attend university this semester after some time of anxiety induced thinking! I wanted to go into childhood education but I am not sure I am fit for this degree. Instead, I think I’d rather be in something a little more technical and creative, maybe media or journalism. I haveContinue reading “Life Update!”

Apartment hunting takes so much out of you!

I don’t even mean just $$$! I’m exhausted and I haven’t even left my computer screen! My wallet feels empty and I haven’t even spent anything! I’m already feeling that anxious pressure of “Will I be able to make rent” and I haven’t even moved in and started another job! I’ve already put my twoContinue reading “Apartment hunting takes so much out of you!”

I wanna share something I wrote mid June-ish —Long Story

First and foremost, I just wanna add that this man I wrote about, is now my boyfriend! 🙂 Introverts can date?- Long story This is news to me and here’s the story of how I recently found this out. Pre-story info: A guy I’ve liked for roughly 6 months now asked me to go toContinue reading “I wanna share something I wrote mid June-ish —Long Story”

What are the little ticks that come with your anxiety?

I am not sure if there is an actual term for this as I have always called it that, but I’m basically asking what is the main gesture(s) you do that lets people around you know that you are experiencing some form of anxiety. Mine is fiddling with my hands and fingers: i.e. squeezing myContinue reading “What are the little ticks that come with your anxiety?”