I was sitting in the laundromat with my twin thinking about how easy it was for me to reach out to my friends, write a blog post, and send out a few tweets. I even had the energy to read posts from bloggers that I follow. It’s just, I almost never do that these days.Continue reading “Changes throughout my jobs”
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3/30/21
I don’t understand how people can just express themselves. Emotions are hard enough to understand, let alone tell others those feelings. My therapist is gonna get a load of all this on Friday. All our sessions have just been me talking about everything but my feelings and I get the feeling she’s getting tired ofContinue reading “3/30/21”
Back to work
I had myself a nice couple of days off this past week and when I came back it was like all hell had broken loose. I went from a relaxing Wednesday to working a bit of overtime the next two days. I got a normal 8 hour shift yesterday but it was so busy IContinue reading “Back to work”
I was Denied for Life Insurance because of My Mental Health
At the end of last year I applied for life insurance because of Covid-19 scaring the crap out of me and they told me they were gonna get in contact with my doctor. I was already told I might get denied because I smoke every once in a while and I was okay with that.Continue reading “I was Denied for Life Insurance because of My Mental Health”
A Nice Day
Today was nice. Like, really nice. I had an easy 6 hour breakfast shift at work that I didn’t end feeling like I was drowning in my own head. When I plopped back into bed around 12pm to practice some eye shadow ideas, I noticed I couldn’t find my brush so I looked underneath myContinue reading “A Nice Day”
Smoking and non smoking
I get it, some people enjoy smoking. I like to light the butt too but I certainly understand when I shouldn’t or can’t do it. I work in a 100% smoke free hotel. That means if you step foot in the building with a lit anything, I can charge you $250. And guests know this.Continue reading “Smoking and non smoking”
How do people just let go?
Some of you may know that I’ve been doing therapy for a little while since I moved. I’ve got some trauma in my life that I’ve struggled to let go and let’s be honest, I have no idea how to actually do that. I keep thinking I have to physically let go or something toContinue reading “How do people just let go?”
New look!
Work wor….. zzzzzz
I was asked by a new friend whether or not I enjoyed overtime. Answer: in healthy does. Right now, I’m tired and the rain is just making it worse. Work has been good so far. I’ve only got to survive two more hours and then I can sleep until tomorrow. Normally Sunday’s are hectic becauseContinue reading “Work wor….. zzzzzz”
Detachment
For as many years as I can remember, I’ve been detached and vaguely empathetic. I didn’t want to get close to others and have to open up about my issues. For a long time I thought I could actually live like that. I could, somehow, find a good person to date and we could beContinue reading “Detachment”
