My Spectrum of Dreams-Mature Content

Last night I had a couple of dreams that left me with a whirlwind of emotions. In my first one, I was hanging around the wrong man and he’d get on my nerves. We were dating but I had my eyes on an old coworker I used to work at a pub with. The guyContinue reading “My Spectrum of Dreams-Mature Content”

10/17/20 The Support We All Need

The confidence in myself that I have been feeling this past month mirrors the confidence I develop after 3 shots of vodka. All that minus the vomiting and lack of limb control. I’m mentally stable and it’s so crazy to think I didn’t have this power before. What was stopping me from walking into aContinue reading “10/17/20 The Support We All Need”

10/16/20 I broke a boundary- No regrets

Warning: This Contains Sexual Content. Double Warning: I’m watching Lady Bird so if I seem like I’m leaning off topic, I’m just distracted. Roughly, one month into moving to Georgia I started feeling lonely. Which surprises me because I’m a loner. Always, forever. Regardless, I was desperate for attention and I did what anybody elseContinue reading “10/16/20 I broke a boundary- No regrets”

Open Relationships 10/08/20

I’m going to jump right into this topic because I’ve just finished off 20 fl oz. of Redbull and it’s almost 1am which means it’s the emotion hour. Scratch that. It is 1am. Recently, and when I say that I mean within the past 6 months, I’ve spoken with my friends Nigel and Nickie GContinue reading “Open Relationships 10/08/20”

9-17-20 Some medication troubles

For the past week, I’ve had issues with the amount I was going to have to pay for my medication. Last week, I went to buy the refill and keep in mind that the only change to my prescription is that my dosage went up by 10mg. The pharmacist asked me if it was normalContinue reading “9-17-20 Some medication troubles”

40 minutes, 39, 39, 37…

I have to start getting ready for work in 40 minutes and I am spending that time watching Dr. Quinn: Medicine Woman. Last night, I meant to stay up longer than midnight since I don’t have work until 3pm today. I meant to stay up and do some story planning but I guess I wasContinue reading “40 minutes, 39, 39, 37…”

8-21-20- Finally, a day off!

I’ve been so busy! I worked 8 days in a row and my body is so happy to have been able to sleep in this morning. I’ve also been keeping up with taking my medication and almost all the side effects have worn off. I still feel, relatively the same. I get anxious and endContinue reading “8-21-20- Finally, a day off!”

8-16-20 We have furniture

I have 30 minutes to write this update. My roommate and I were gifted 2 couches from a family member of hers and they are lovely and plush. I just hope my cat doesn’t tear them apart. I started on some medication on Wednesday. It’s Cymbalta and I’m only being attacked by side effects rightContinue reading “8-16-20 We have furniture”

8-7-20 We have Internet!

We have Internet and I need a haircut! But I’m struggling to figure out how short I need to go to start getting my layers to a single layer. Right now I’m currently trying to watch CSI on Hulu for the first time in many moons. I used up all of my Hotspot during myContinue reading “8-7-20 We have Internet!”