I know I haven’t posted in a while. And I’m actually at work right now so I shouldn’t be posting but I just think I needed to get these feelings off my chest. The past month has been hell on me mentally and physically. I practically live at work. I’ve come to dislike going toContinue reading “May 5th 2021”
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Changes throughout my jobs
I was sitting in the laundromat with my twin thinking about how easy it was for me to reach out to my friends, write a blog post, and send out a few tweets. I even had the energy to read posts from bloggers that I follow. It’s just, I almost never do that these days.Continue reading “Changes throughout my jobs”
A weekend off~ Finally!
After months of working hard and being patient, my boss gave me a weekend off. Honestly, I was getting a little impatient. Normally, I don’t request weekends off because I don’t mind what days I have off. I’ll be doing most of the same things no matter what day. I don’t go out and partyContinue reading “A weekend off~ Finally!”
3/30/21
I don’t understand how people can just express themselves. Emotions are hard enough to understand, let alone tell others those feelings. My therapist is gonna get a load of all this on Friday. All our sessions have just been me talking about everything but my feelings and I get the feeling she’s getting tired ofContinue reading “3/30/21”
3/26/21- Change in my social skills
The other day I was thinking about how much I’ve changed since middle/high school. I have to say, I would have enjoyed school much more with my current personality! I could barely hold a conversation much less start one about 5 years ago. Now, it can be difficult to get me to shut up! IContinue reading “3/26/21- Change in my social skills”
Back to work
I had myself a nice couple of days off this past week and when I came back it was like all hell had broken loose. I went from a relaxing Wednesday to working a bit of overtime the next two days. I got a normal 8 hour shift yesterday but it was so busy IContinue reading “Back to work”
3/6/21 I have the zoomies, thanks Paxel
I know I haven’t been doing a lot of actual journal posts but that’s because I’ve done so little in my life. I pretty much work, sleep, and take a shower every 1-2 business days. I’m actually still glad I cut my hair short because it’s so much less to manage. My depression is reallyContinue reading “3/6/21 I have the zoomies, thanks Paxel”
I was Denied for Life Insurance because of My Mental Health
At the end of last year I applied for life insurance because of Covid-19 scaring the crap out of me and they told me they were gonna get in contact with my doctor. I was already told I might get denied because I smoke every once in a while and I was okay with that.Continue reading “I was Denied for Life Insurance because of My Mental Health”
A Nice Day
Today was nice. Like, really nice. I had an easy 6 hour breakfast shift at work that I didn’t end feeling like I was drowning in my own head. When I plopped back into bed around 12pm to practice some eye shadow ideas, I noticed I couldn’t find my brush so I looked underneath myContinue reading “A Nice Day”
Smoking and non smoking
I get it, some people enjoy smoking. I like to light the butt too but I certainly understand when I shouldn’t or can’t do it. I work in a 100% smoke free hotel. That means if you step foot in the building with a lit anything, I can charge you $250. And guests know this.Continue reading “Smoking and non smoking”
