One day I hope to give my friends and family the same hospitality they have always offered me. I will give them a warm bed or a comfy couch with blankets of their choosing. I will give them nice meals with choices so they actually eat something that isn’t cheap and it’ll be something THEY want. If they needContinue reading “1-31-20 My brain is fog”
Today, I worked like I haven’t in the past couple weeks. Mainly because I’ve been training this new girl and she’s pretty much gotten the hang of everything. So, the next step is to train me on Front Desk. Sadly, I couldn’t start that, today, like I thought I was going to because Bossman wantedContinue reading “1-30-20”
I’ve been thinking about buying a gun. And the reason being I just don’t feel safe anymore. I can’t tell if I’m being paranoid because of the recent old newspaper articles I read on my dad’s case or if I’m just naturally this way. Thing is, I’m not sure where to start on getting aContinue reading “1-27-20”
I have written my fears down. Actually, I typed them. I wanted to do it as an experiment on whether putting them out there will alleviate anything. We’ll see. I doubt it. The main thing that will alleviate any of my fears is if Nickie G will get a job in time. Or help payContinue reading “1-23-20”
I think I type 2019 more than I write it. So, Nickie G still hasn’t gotten a job, yet and by the 27th, the bills will be here in 2 weeks. So, she needs to do either 3 things: find a job that pays bi-weekly by the 27th, find a job that pays weekly byContinue reading “1-21-20”
So, can pills really change a person’s entire thought process? I know they can change your mood because I used to take anti-depressants (Lexapro and Escitalopram- which are pretty much the same thing). I would usually get to the point where I either felt one of two things: nothing or everything. The thing is, I’m desperate to shakeContinue reading “1-16-20”
I’m tired, my boobs hurt, and I still have bad posture (And don’t forget your mood swings). I am not different this year. Nope, my “pregnancy pill”- as Beau calls it- is currently sucking every ounce of normal from my body. I can barely sleep because my boobs keep pushing against each other and sinceContinue reading “1-2-20”
I know I don’t post very frequently so I figured I’d start an online journal. That way anyone who wants to read can get a better sense of what’s happening every few days.