I’m not sure when this started, maybe when I was in elementary or middle school, but I seem to recall being petrified of being late. Or missing the bus. As I’ve grown, the thought of being late to things, work especially, has taken ahold of my alarm system in my head and on my phone.Continue reading “Anxiety about time”
As I said in a previous post, I was going to get psychologically assessed to help to determine what the hell I’m dealing with. I won’t go far into detail because there are some things better left between the doc and I. Anyway, I went and saw her yesterday and it was the most pleasantContinue reading “7-2-20 Part 1 of Assessment”
I’ve posted before that I’ve been using BetterHelp for therapy and I talked with my therapist about taking medication. I’ve done this before but I went to a general practitioner for this. So, the medication I took was not very on point. I took Escitalopram and Lexapro which are basically the same thing. My therapistContinue reading “A Mental Assessment”
I’ve been around people enough this past week that I just need to be by myself. I’m excited to get back to my car so I can just drive around and blare some music to get my social meter fixed. Last night I walked about a mile by myself in the middle of the nightContinue reading “6-28-20”
Here are some things that I’ve been thinking about for the past month or two: Open relationships, why won’t my hair magically grow 6 inches, my mental health, how thick Henry Cavill is, am I Asexual, my mom and I are fighting again, and Avatar: The Last Airbender. It has been a rough few monthsContinue reading “6-23-20”
I noticed a nice spike in views from my FB and Twitter referral links that I keep in my bios and I just want to welcome you all! On this blog, we all like to overshare and by we, I mean me. Feel free to follow me and comment if you like.
MY ROOMMATE AND I ARE FINALLY MOVING IN A COUPLE MONTHS!!!
Smooth and confident movements are becoming easier. I am realizing how much better I feel when I complete a task without thinking too hard. Work is still hard but I’m getting there. I just hate that I get so flustered so easily. Someone could literally ask me something I know how to do and myContinue reading “Growing”
Nothings worse to me than starting the day feeling up but not even going 2 hours in and going down. I walked like my counselor suggested and on the walk I told myself I needed to focus on me and not daydream. So I compromised and daydreamed that I was hanging out with Henry CavillContinue reading “Down 4-14-20”