When someone you love passes away, it is easy to find yourself thinking up ideas similar to this: If I rub every lamp I find, I’m sure a genie will eventually appear to grant me that one wish. If I learn to lucid dream, I’ll see them in my dreams and it’ll be like they’reContinue reading “The crazy ideas we get after a loved one has passed”
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May 5th 2021
I know I haven’t posted in a while. And I’m actually at work right now so I shouldn’t be posting but I just think I needed to get these feelings off my chest. The past month has been hell on me mentally and physically. I practically live at work. I’ve come to dislike going toContinue reading “May 5th 2021”
Changes throughout my jobs
I was sitting in the laundromat with my twin thinking about how easy it was for me to reach out to my friends, write a blog post, and send out a few tweets. I even had the energy to read posts from bloggers that I follow. It’s just, I almost never do that these days.Continue reading “Changes throughout my jobs”
A weekend off~ Finally!
After months of working hard and being patient, my boss gave me a weekend off. Honestly, I was getting a little impatient. Normally, I don’t request weekends off because I don’t mind what days I have off. I’ll be doing most of the same things no matter what day. I don’t go out and partyContinue reading “A weekend off~ Finally!”
Back to work
I had myself a nice couple of days off this past week and when I came back it was like all hell had broken loose. I went from a relaxing Wednesday to working a bit of overtime the next two days. I got a normal 8 hour shift yesterday but it was so busy IContinue reading “Back to work”
3/6/21 I have the zoomies, thanks Paxel
I know I haven’t been doing a lot of actual journal posts but that’s because I’ve done so little in my life. I pretty much work, sleep, and take a shower every 1-2 business days. I’m actually still glad I cut my hair short because it’s so much less to manage. My depression is reallyContinue reading “3/6/21 I have the zoomies, thanks Paxel”
I was Denied for Life Insurance because of My Mental Health
At the end of last year I applied for life insurance because of Covid-19 scaring the crap out of me and they told me they were gonna get in contact with my doctor. I was already told I might get denied because I smoke every once in a while and I was okay with that.Continue reading “I was Denied for Life Insurance because of My Mental Health”
A Nice Day
Today was nice. Like, really nice. I had an easy 6 hour breakfast shift at work that I didn’t end feeling like I was drowning in my own head. When I plopped back into bed around 12pm to practice some eye shadow ideas, I noticed I couldn’t find my brush so I looked underneath myContinue reading “A Nice Day”
Tattoo Idea
I already have one tattoo in remembrance of my dad and his mom (my mimi) and as my mom tends to put it, “Tattoos are like potato chips. You can never have just one.” This is true, so my older brother and I have been sitting on some tattoo ideas. I have one that IContinue reading “Tattoo Idea”
Smoking and non smoking
I get it, some people enjoy smoking. I like to light the butt too but I certainly understand when I shouldn’t or can’t do it. I work in a 100% smoke free hotel. That means if you step foot in the building with a lit anything, I can charge you $250. And guests know this.Continue reading “Smoking and non smoking”
