Ive made a new friend and had a good day at work I made a Bumble account, matched with a new friend, we had a great conversation and then I slept well and had a wonderful shift at work! We all got done at the same time and the rooms weren’t horrible looking. Also IContinue reading “7-21-20 I added pics this time ❤️❤️”
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7-20-20
Wow, it’s already they 20th day of July! Holy cow! So, there are some strangers in the house, today. Well, strangers to me. They’re here as handymen to fix a few things. They seem pretty chill and they look like they know what they’re doing. My roommates out buying a few things like bowls, plates,Continue reading “7-20-20”
Will update soon
I promise I’ll update what’s going on soon! Hopefully tomorrow or Monday. We arrived on Thursday and I’ve had to work everyday for so far. All I can say is that my body is sore and my cat, Oreo, is missing. I’m mentally and physically exhausted and we still aren’t done unpacking. Not nearly done.Continue reading “Will update soon”
Tomorrow, we move
I’m excited. Don’t get me wrong. I really, really am. But what I’m not excited about is the fact that this is gonna take a couple trips and the driving is a few hours one way. Now, I don’t mind driving. If it’s an area I know well. I’m gonna have to be relying onContinue reading “Tomorrow, we move”
7-9-20 part 2 of Assessment
(Warning, yes, I’ve totally been drinking a bit) Good evening, readers, fellow internet friends, and people I’ve met in person. I’m here to relay to you my diagnosis from the Psychological Assessment Center. It appears I am suffering from PTSD and Anxiety (phobia related and general), and Depression. I can finally stop self-diagnosing and assuming.Continue reading “7-9-20 part 2 of Assessment”
7-8-20
Sorry for the late posting. I would have posted on Monday since I was supposed to have my second visit for my Assessment and they would be scoring my PAI, but then I had to reschedule. Basically, I ended up still working on Monday even though I’d asked for it off and when I calledContinue reading “7-8-20”
Liquid Courage
It’s time to think and thinking I am doing Doing what I need to do to feel free Free to choose who I want in my life Life that is already so difficult Difficult to deal with trauma Trauma that I don’t know how to heal Healing that is so hard to do Do youContinue reading “Liquid Courage”
Anxiety about time
I’m not sure when this started, maybe when I was in elementary or middle school, but I seem to recall being petrified of being late. Or missing the bus. As I’ve grown, the thought of being late to things, work especially, has taken ahold of my alarm system in my head and on my phone.Continue reading “Anxiety about time”
7-2-20 Part 1 of Assessment
As I said in a previous post, I was going to get psychologically assessed to help to determine what the hell I’m dealing with. I won’t go far into detail because there are some things better left between the doc and I. Anyway, I went and saw her yesterday and it was the most pleasantContinue reading “7-2-20 Part 1 of Assessment”
A Mental Assessment
I’ve posted before that I’ve been using BetterHelp for therapy and I talked with my therapist about taking medication. I’ve done this before but I went to a general practitioner for this. So, the medication I took was not very on point. I took Escitalopram and Lexapro which are basically the same thing. My therapistContinue reading “A Mental Assessment”
