40 minutes, 39, 39, 37…

I have to start getting ready for work in 40 minutes and I am spending that time watching Dr. Quinn: Medicine Woman. Last night, I meant to stay up longer than midnight since I don’t have work until 3pm today. I meant to stay up and do some story planning but I guess I wasContinue reading “40 minutes, 39, 39, 37…”

8-21-20- Finally, a day off!

I’ve been so busy! I worked 8 days in a row and my body is so happy to have been able to sleep in this morning. I’ve also been keeping up with taking my medication and almost all the side effects have worn off. I still feel, relatively the same. I get anxious and endContinue reading “8-21-20- Finally, a day off!”

8-16-20 We have furniture

I have 30 minutes to write this update. My roommate and I were gifted 2 couches from a family member of hers and they are lovely and plush. I just hope my cat doesn’t tear them apart. I started on some medication on Wednesday. It’s Cymbalta and I’m only being attacked by side effects rightContinue reading “8-16-20 We have furniture”

7-27-20 I Found my cat

So, I made it through the night. Some funny shit that I don’t think I can talk about happened at work and I met one of my coworkers who also enjoys anime which is a nice change of pace. He’s the first nerd I’ve met in person. Told him to watch Carole and Tuesday cuzContinue reading “7-27-20 I Found my cat”

7-26-20

I’m hella anxious today. I’ve got a late shift at work and won’t be getting home until 11pm. I’ve always worked early shifts where other coworkers are there with me and if I need help, I can just ask. But I’ll be by myself and I’m not really too excited about that. My boss remindedContinue reading “7-26-20”

7-21-20 I added pics this time ❤️❤️

Ive made a new friend and had a good day at work I made a Bumble account, matched with a new friend, we had a great conversation and then I slept well and had a wonderful shift at work! We all got done at the same time and the rooms weren’t horrible looking. Also IContinue reading “7-21-20 I added pics this time ❤️❤️”

7-20-20

Wow, it’s already they 20th day of July! Holy cow! So, there are some strangers in the house, today. Well, strangers to me. They’re here as handymen to fix a few things. They seem pretty chill and they look like they know what they’re doing. My roommates out buying a few things like bowls, plates,Continue reading “7-20-20”

Anxiety about time

I’m not sure when this started, maybe when I was in elementary or middle school, but I seem to recall being petrified of being late. Or missing the bus. As I’ve grown, the thought of being late to things, work especially, has taken ahold of my alarm system in my head and on my phone.Continue reading “Anxiety about time”

6-23-20

Here are some things that I’ve been thinking about for the past month or two: Open relationships, why won’t my hair magically grow 6 inches, my mental health, how thick Henry Cavill is, am I Asexual, my mom and I are fighting again, and Avatar: The Last Airbender.  It has been a rough few monthsContinue reading “6-23-20”