I’m not sure when this started, maybe when I was in elementary or middle school, but I seem to recall being petrified of being late. Or missing the bus. As I’ve grown, the thought of being late to things, work especially, has taken ahold of my alarm system in my head and on my phone.Continue reading “Anxiety about time”
Tag Archives: work
6-23-20
Here are some things that I’ve been thinking about for the past month or two: Open relationships, why won’t my hair magically grow 6 inches, my mental health, how thick Henry Cavill is, am I Asexual, my mom and I are fighting again, and Avatar: The Last Airbender. It has been a rough few monthsContinue reading “6-23-20”
Growing
Smooth and confident movements are becoming easier. I am realizing how much better I feel when I complete a task without thinking too hard. Work is still hard but I’m getting there. I just hate that I get so flustered so easily. Someone could literally ask me something I know how to do and myContinue reading “Growing”
5-2-20 ~I saw a bird in Wal-mart
Sorry it has been SO long! I’m gonna be honest, I bought a Nintendo Switch Lite on Tuesday and I haven’t been able to put it down since. Literally, the moment I get home from work, I change and I play on the dang thing. I’ll play it until 10-11pm and then I’ll get readyContinue reading “5-2-20 ~I saw a bird in Wal-mart”
4-20-20
Sorry its been so long. About a week, I think. I’ve been really busy these last three days with work. I’ve had to deal with my anxiety of working Front Desk, as well, but I know I’ve gotten better in some parts. I’m faster checking people in/out and faster with taking reservations over the phone.Continue reading “4-20-20”
4-10-20
I woke up yesterday morning to my Partial Unemployment Claim money from the Department of Labor coming in. I was fairly surprised because I was warned by HR that it would possibly take close to a month to come to me. I guess partially because my bossman put things in motion fairly quickly and HRContinue reading “4-10-20”
4-7-20
I haven’t bothered to start counting and I still won’t. I can’t tell you how long I’ve been in quarantine. Okay, so this is a lie. I could totally tell you and I probably will. I think I stopped working on the 28th or 21st of March. I’m pretty sure it has been since theContinue reading “4-7-20”
3-29-20
It still feels weird to be off on a weekend. It shook me up so much that I went to check the mail because I was running out of new types of fish to catch on Animal Crossing (New Leaf, I don’t have a Switch). Right when I opened the mailbox, I thought It’s empty.Continue reading “3-29-20”
Keeping fingers crossed for the time being
My fingers are starting to feel funny but that’s not the point. Anyway, the person I work for is trying to take care of their employees. I just had to fill out a form to get some money in if we have to close down. Hours are looking pretty bad. I’ve had roughly 10 hoursContinue reading “Keeping fingers crossed for the time being”
My first ABC poem!
An anxious situationBack to biting my lips againCan’t stand the habit and, yet,Don’t know when I started itEventually, my lip starts to bleedFamily is still unhappyGotta fix the problem, now!He is busy and I need to hurryI have finally fixed the situation!Just thankful he’s happyKept me on my toes and, yet,Lip has finally stopped bleeding—
