Finally starting to feel up

I know I usually post a lot when I’m down but I was just too down last week. My birthday was just me choosing to be alone so I could nurse my mental wounds with Seagrams and Marlboros. I did get some money from my parents which turned into groceries. I finally felt like I’dContinue reading “Finally starting to feel up”

Something I wrote on 8/15/19

Dodie has me thinking, today. I’ve had to catch myself in conversation with Monroe because I’m not paying her 100% of my attention. Bad me! Let me explain. In Dodie’s book “Secrets for the Mad…”, she describes how little she feels during her outings with her friends and how it affected how she absorbed theContinue reading “Something I wrote on 8/15/19”

Apartment hunting takes so much out of you!

I don’t even mean just $$$! I’m exhausted and I haven’t even left my computer screen! My wallet feels empty and I haven’t even spent anything! I’m already feeling that anxious pressure of “Will I be able to make rent” and I haven’t even moved in and started another job! I’ve already put my twoContinue reading “Apartment hunting takes so much out of you!”